Monday i am gone and i dont have a compy over there so it will be a long month for me uhg and ill have to put up with my stepmother i swear the babysitter is for her and not my little sister she is so crazy and acuses everyone that they are after her its so funny its like a tv show without the remote to turn it off XD. any ways i hope to be able to draw without any interuptions but i doubt that with a 7 year old around, she is too spunky for her own good! um yeah so see ya

uhhg i am so jealous of my friend she got creed tickets!!!! so mad and i cant believe they are coming back together!!!! and i missed buzz fest i really wanted to go lol but its ok i shall go to the next one....if mom will let me lol. but she might not i will always remember when she took me to hot topic, let me look at my favorite band on this one shirt AND STILL SAYS NO when i have ma own money!!! gursh so not fair that was birthday money that you are suppose to spend all in one place yes? lol but anyhow i shall live lawl.

i ish very excited for the dance at the end of the school year (next thursday!!) but i hope i dont run into ma ex that would kinda suck.....and he has been wearing the shirts i bought him for his birth-day kinda weird lol but good news is i think i get to take all my art stuff home next week if my art teacher doesn't want to keep them I SO HOPE NOT i liked all my pics!!! well most of them anyways. toodles

ok so in the next couple of years me my mom and my step dad are going to move. either to a different spot in the same neighborhood or back in my home state near my dad. And i have to decide weather or no we move out of state.

ok so on one hand i do want to move near my dad & my lil sister. and on the other i have so many close friends here, that i would so desperately miss, for the past five years i have had a stable place to live and haven't had to move almost every two years. so i finally have my first best friend that i consider my sister, and i have my step sister that i love like an attachment (lol i know thats kinda weird but hey i guess it's cause im weird). and my aunt who i just recently became really fond of.

but then if i dont go my dad will think i don't love him (and i do) and it will hurt him bad. but i also have a relative that i dont want to see cause of something that happened btwn us and now i hate him and he wants to kill me..... and all my other family hates my mom for marring a black man (uhg so retarded everyone in my family is racist except for the new generation thank god). im so confused i have no idea what to do. why do they always give me the responsibility like this....well i guess i like to have some responsibility, but this is like a total mind fuck (not sexual, AND SORRY FOR CUSSING). so please i need some advise on what to do!

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4:
Any software that contians audio files will

lawl "users Guide" by Fujitsu....maybe

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
...i would rather not say....

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
House

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
12:30?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:57 wow i was close

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Silence

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
like 4 hours ago.....doing the illegal

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
PORN lol jk um i forget lol blond moment

9. What are you wearing?
a towel

10. Did you dream last night?
yush

11. When did you last laugh?
like 20 minutes ago

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
a pic that i drew

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yeah this guys head (not like that yall)

14. What do you think of this quiz?
*no comment*

15. What is the last film you saw?
um this weird movie with naked people O_o

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a bag

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
i sound country

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
make all guys black (hehe we all know why)

19. Do you like to dance?
2 left feet lawl but i still dance

20. George Bush:
*no comment*

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Lou

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
simon

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the Pearly Gates?
idk